Busy, Busy, and Busy. I am busying between study and job. I am busying between schoolwork and work. Everyone fairly got 24 hours a day, but seems I got 48. I back to school every day at 9:30am and have my part-time at 6:00pm, except Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday. It doesn’t mean I can take a rest! Coz I got lot of things to do. I got piano lesson on Thursday and friends in needed for help daily. I have written almost ten thousand words in passed 2 months, maybe underestimated, equivalent to thousand words per week.

Frankly, I love being busy. As there are many things I want to put it out from head. Constantly busy is a way for that. Actually I like helping other too, especially the weakness and helpless, and I help them truly with heart. I hope people being happiness and grateful. It also proofs my talents as I always say “I am the best”, ha-ha.

Though those weeks at University in the Year 2 Semester A are horrible, it just opens a new pages for me. I know better how is relationship important, and started to value friends that I never be. (That’s real! I did never think friends are important in my secondary.) Also, I learnt….umm…how to manipulate people (?) ha-ha! I found I am being kind of evil sometimes.

My group project is now on a mess. Even though people always want to escape from the word, but that’s true, we are really on a mess. By problems in operate, communicate and relate, we just drove ourselves into a dead end. Although I predicted it happened 5 weeks ago, I just can’t be happy for my foresight by now.

I never hate a lazy one who wouldn’t do a thing. I never hate a stupid one who did everything wrong and I need to cover. I never mind on those, as I said I like helping weakness. But all those would just happen if the one haven’t pulled me down. I am especially tough for man too. I don’t like a man tasting his finger as I baby. I don’t like a man dressing a yellow clothes and shoes that vagus my eyes. I don’t like a man speaking higher his pitch as a bitch. I don’t like a man doing work till the deadline and done a shit. I don’t like a man cache underground in presentation as a coward.

I think a man should be responsible for things. They carry it on back whatever heavy it is. Whatever you say it is discrimination, it is true. I don’t like him either; I just never say it in words. I don’t like he heavier the work, just like the crappy proposal and intercultural interview question presentation. He just never takes things serious at all. Even the simply chick on Power Point for a theme design, he just never did it and left it be a white background at all! By now, I will just never trust him.

I never mind one haven’t done a thing. That is true. That is reason I never talk about Zack. I did never. Because I prefer someone did nothing rather than he drop a holy shit I needed covering it. It takes short to help one done his job, but it takes double or triple to cover every mess he make.

The “you know who” one, I will just never trust him again. Because I did once, and I found I was being fool. Every group assignments he going to make, are needed sent to me for a proof reading. Also the shit he made closing the deadline will not be accepted, and I will do it for him.

Wow… I just can’t believe he wrote “How important of bowing?” as the intercultural communication’s interview question. Where is the grammar, EPC student? How can I turst him anyway.

Ha-ha, I just had been an evil again, someone like the principle at Natalie’s school.

Whatever you've done it's all over
Wherever you've been is so strange
Yesterday's long gone forever
Damned if what you're feelin' isn't change.

Music that used to seem hollow
Now seems to fit in your range
Today is the now and the never
Damned if what you're feelin' isn't change.

It's fun to wander along a yesterday road
trying so hard to retain
All of the wondrous and beautiful times that
never can happen again.

So get yourself up off your past, friend
There's so much to rearrange
Tomorrow sits right next to never
Damned if what your feelin' isn't change.

一首我很喜歡的歌 (其實整個專輯我都很喜歡)
AND 這是我現在的感受

發燒 =(

我愈來愈衰....